Huis clos
« « L'enfer c'est les autres » a été toujours mal compris. On a cru que je voulais dire par là que nos rapports avec les autres étaient toujours empoisonnés, que c'était toujours des rapports infernaux. Or, c'est tout autre chose que je veux dire. Je veux dire que si les rapports avec autrui sont tordus, viciés, alors l'autre ne peut être que l'enfer. Pourquoi ? Parce que les autres sont, au fond, ce qu'il y a de plus important en nous-mêmes, pour notre propre connaissance de nous-mêmes. Quand nous pensons sur nous, quand nous essayons de nous connaître, au fond nous usons des connaissances que les autres ont déjà sur nous, nous nous jugeons avec les moyens que les autres ont, nous ont donné, de nous juger. Quoi que je dise sur moi, toujours le jugement d'autrui entre dedans. Quoi que je sente de moi, le jugement d'autrui entre dedans. Ce qui veut dire que, si mes rapports sont mauvais, je me mets dans la totale dépendance d'autrui et alors, en effet, je suis en enfer. Et il existe une quantité de gens dans le monde qui sont en enfer parce qu'ils dépendent trop du jugement d'autrui. Mais cela ne veut nullement dire qu'on ne puisse avoir d'autres rapports avec les autres, ça marque simplement l'importance capitale de tous les autres pour chacun de nous. »
— Sartre, Commentaire sur le CD Huis Clos, 1964
IGNORANCE IS BLISS
The interested subject will note that in experiencing these three works,
as with life,
you can condition yourself to cope.
Zhang’s is a formalized demonstration of our rampant self-desensitization,
a reminder of how we learn the flashes not to blind;
the sounds not to startle;
the pain to recede and the cuts and contusions to fade into memory.
The cacophony of our blood and guts,
in other words,
can be repressed.
Because you can, therefore you go on.
感兴趣的观者会注意到在经历这三件作品的过程中,我们会逐渐适应,成功应对它们,就像我们在生活中的经历一样。张培力将我们平时无法控制的自我脱敏现象形式化地展示出来,提醒了我们是如何适应了闪光而不会失明,如何适应了噪音而不会惊恐,如何减弱了痛苦以及如何让伤害与挫伤在记忆中褪色。换而言之,我们内心的血腥挣扎能够被抑制。因为你能,所以你继续下去。
At first, I thought it was you in the ray.
Later it turned out to be the best DJ on the lawn.
I thought nothing would had happened.
I thought mon coeur ne bat plus.
I still don't know.
I was a Taurus, I am a Taurus, and I will always be a Taurus.
searching
for
another Taurus
Later it turned out to be the best DJ on the lawn.
I thought nothing would had happened.
I thought mon coeur ne bat plus.
I still don't know.
I was a Taurus, I am a Taurus, and I will always be a Taurus.
searching
for
another Taurus
man it up
And this is the fuchsia I was afraid of.
This makes me fall asleep. It reminds me of my dad's style, of my old dream to best IKEA catalogue environments, and of having a life. Actually.
Last Saturday I went back to my high school to give the first class of a TOEFL vocabulary course. I got all nervous once I step in the campus. It has been ten years. It was still as beautiful as I remembered. The years spent there are my personal highest. A transition from possibilities to an execution of everything. Of course one happiest night on Wuyun hill was also included on my own where hyde sang あなた in my earphone while I sat on a swing watching a sunset. Then many incidents came and went away. I intended not to touch all these buried past.
The essence of adolescence is a stimulation always there which you can get out to face all fears at the weakest moment. In my case it is an attempt to start over where I fell in my mid twenties.
At the end of the class, those beautiful kids gave me all their sincere applause. In a moment on the rostrum I felt eyes well up with suspicious tears. Someday they will understand me.
The essence of adolescence is a stimulation always there which you can get out to face all fears at the weakest moment. In my case it is an attempt to start over where I fell in my mid twenties.
At the end of the class, those beautiful kids gave me all their sincere applause. In a moment on the rostrum I felt eyes well up with suspicious tears. Someday they will understand me.
允公允能 日新月异
八个字,那几年天天看到的校训,从来没有在我身上消失过。一个南开的小妹妹前两天对我说,老师,南开的人都是精神贵族。是的。即便我现状了了,毫无建树,却从未就此放弃。祖业少有,但心体光明,暗室中有青天。天之机缄不测,抑而伸,伸而抑,皆是播弄英雄,颠倒豪杰处。君子只是逆来顺受,居安思危,天亦无所用其伎俩矣。天理路上甚宽,稍游心,胸中便觉广大宽朗。我的人生,双龙盘旋,岂是他人能测。
Not only food, tons of clothing are also needed.
Really I wish a dictionary can help me vanish all my fear for German language. And if I were Einstein, both German and Physics would not become any problems. Before me lies a page on Special Relativity. 'The point of time dilation is that, if you are moving relative to me in a very highspeed train at one-half the speed of light, it will appear to me that time is moving slower on board the train.'
On board I wish my time would slow down to an extent that I can spare some to this dream-like site tonight, to the goldfish I keep.
And you are with me on it, too.
On board I wish my time would slow down to an extent that I can spare some to this dream-like site tonight, to the goldfish I keep.
And you are with me on it, too.
You actually can. Just remember that you're standing on a planet that's evolvingAnd revolving at nine hundred miles an hour
That's orbiting at nineteen miles a second, so it's reckoned
A sun that is the source of all our power
The sun and you and me and all the stars that we can see
Are moving at a million miles a day
In an outer spiral arm, at forty thousand miles an hour
Of the galaxy we call the 'milky way'
Read more: Monty Python - Galaxy Song Lyrics
That's orbiting at nineteen miles a second, so it's reckoned
A sun that is the source of all our power
The sun and you and me and all the stars that we can see
Are moving at a million miles a day
In an outer spiral arm, at forty thousand miles an hour
Of the galaxy we call the 'milky way'
Read more: Monty Python - Galaxy Song Lyrics
french accent "We see here a chinese girl, probably kept in a rilou, in a landscape, and unfinished. The painter is somewhat related to and was working for öh - Richter, it is made with Windows Paint. Saturday it will start up on 80000 Yuan, three copies."
"San?"
"San, oui. San copies. - Because - I don't know, let's ask him, I can call him, or -"
"No, I don't wanna know."
"Okay."
Beyond Mountain / Windows Paint
"San?"
"San, oui. San copies. - Because - I don't know, let's ask him, I can call him, or -"
"No, I don't wanna know."
"Okay."
Beyond Mountain / Windows Paint
Ae Dante / Windows Paint
BJBJBJBJBJBJBJ nikkie
All those jokes only tell half the truth.
If somebody finds a good resolution of this picture, so the blue skirt can gloom; it will be wonderful. Cause it is. ... originally. ...
Happy Winter. But one has nowhere else to go. And that is the squirrel throughout. It has nowhere else to go.
kuaile / Windows Paint
I think, I can draw myself those legs,
But I still keep that babyface.
You don't, but you can't resist to inherit that.
All that, while where doing like we don't like us,
Because we
I think, I can draw myself those legs,
But I still keep that babyface.
You don't, but you can't resist to inherit that.
All that, while where doing like we don't like us,
Because we
"What they said is true. Look at me, bitch, I'm fabulous."
Goethe loved this church so much, he wrote an elegy.
first atom-bomb explosion, in two nano-seconds
an ad I did once
in this room.
He.
SOK
I'm dead. Do you see that? I'm fucking dead!
Is there anything I can do for something?
Christoph sagt My new song is with Organ. I just dont like that instrument. But I can't change it way different. Now I like the song so much!
The Hau 1 - 4 thats theatres in berlin. Someday I'll be played there.
This is Louise of Mecklenburg-Strelitz. She talked Napoleon like over tea out of war with Preussia.
I saw a carrot! This big! No lie!
Freya?
A polar-bear-lady with a transmitter once swam 600 km in nine days, without stop it says, don't know how that's possible. Then she, swimming and running over floes, continued to make another 1300 miles.
Anja Garbarek! ... Now she again! she's so just about great.
Now he again ...
Who's this???
You ever did this to "Weihnachtlich Hund"?
The 12 black balls are the pupil of an eye, which oughta be hanging somewhere in Waltrop, like 2 metres big. This my contract about it got cancelled, because the house burned down, in which it should have hanged.
Now, to all the Finns out there.
Sweden.
Modern Witchcraft
Nancy Spungen
I hope he's drinking beer tonight.
I feel like the owl. Just that I don't have any oven, nor money to make a lasagna.
Now let's follow up to our new tweeds 'n category (if that's making any sense)
DOGS
IN NEEDS
(or weeeeeds.)
DOGS
IN NEEDS
(or weeeeeds.)
much big. so dress. very pants.
This is starting to feel embarassing.
do you pass by all these "new songs" from america?
Narciss by Caravaggio. Wonder how he sees himself more beautiful, seeing himself wearing a beard?
Helene Klimt, Klimt's niece or whatsoever.
Mary of Burgundy
to all the frenchmen out there.
Cecil Beaton